My weekend went as follows:

Saturday: Woke up at 8 to get to the barn by 9...got there around 9:10. Shoveled some hay so we weren't walking around in mud, then we painted the mares barn. We got in a huge paint fight and I still have paint in my hair. Went home then went to the barn in Sachse where Sheri is. Brushed her up and turned her out in the pasture.

Sunday: Went to Dani's party with a whole bunch of people I dont know. Had soooo much fun. We got in the hot tub (more about that later) and William and John Michael kept jumping in the pool. Then william would come and sit really close by me because he knew I was freezing...right after he had jumped in the freezing pool...yeah, it was really mean of him! Then me, Kate, Chris and Rachel stayed the night at Dani's.

Monday: Me and Dani woke up and went out to the barn in Sachse. We rode Sheri and Sarah Lee...and made a friggin' funny video of the new barn. We are going to be professional film people! Then we went to Taco Bell and spoke spanish to the people at the register thing while wearing our tiaras! Then we went to Tractor SUpply and my mommy bough me a new curb chain...and now I am here!

So okay, on Saturday, I went to Dani's house early cus she needed em to help her decorate. So I went over there and her sister looked at me and said 'oh my god Brandi, what happened to you?" lol, so I was like ' what are you talking about you crazy person' so she comes up and grabs my hips and she's all ' Your waisting away!' haha yeah, it made me laugh an immense amount. Because it's very very very false. So we decorated and then everyone came over and I played fooze ball and lost incredibly bad. it was propostorous. So we were all getting bored and Dani decided it was time to get in the hot tub. I swear it was the most humiliating thing I've ever been put through. Remember how I said I was starting my water fast? Ha, well that went down the drain. i had let myself baloon up so much..I weigh 114 right now. Terrible? Yeah. So I was wearing my bikini in front of a ton of people, including william. Luckily, Sherry came and put shampoo in the hot tub, so you couldn't see anything.

And if you couldnt' tell, i like William a lot. lol. This probably sounds so incredibly gay! But I have been under so much stress lately and I have been crying so much, and every time I'm around him, I'm actually happy and relaxed. It's crazy, though...cus Ive known him since like 2nd grade. But unfortunately, I'm not like my incredibly fortunate and amazing friend, Amber, and I don't ever have a chance with the guys I like.

So, because I have been being such a loser, I have set a new goal. I want to lose 10 lbs. by Valentines Day. That would put me at 104. I highly doubt it will happen, but it's better than saying I want to lose 20 lbs.!