God damn, I wish my mom would have never fucking had me
I fucking hate that bitch! She needs to go fucking die!

I am never going to get to see my horse again, or show another horse again, or talk to any of my barn friends again, and it's all her fucking fault.
She's a fucking bitch and doesn't care about the effects of what she's doing are having on me.
God, I can see my horse maybe once a week, or every other week....if I'm lucky. We have an awards banquet on saturday, and guess who'se not fucking going? Yeah, that would be me. "it's too far and I dont have any gas" well it's only fucking tuesday! That doesn't mean youw ont have any gas on Saturday!
Then, anne finally calls me, I havent talked to my best friend in 3 WEEKS and she wants me to go to the barn tomorrow. So I told her I'd try to find a ride. I called my dad and he said he'd take me, but he couldnt' take me home. So I asked my mom if she's meet me at Big Daddies BBQ when I was ready (its only fucking 15 minutes away!) but NOOOOOO she can't do one fucking nice thing for me for once. So now I can't go out on Wenesday or saturday. Surprise, surprise.
My fucking god, I just wish I wasn't here anymore. I wish I didnt have to put up with her shit anymore. I do so much fucking shit for her, I clean her whole house, including ehr room and bathroom, every single day, and she can't even drive 15 minutes away for me!
Oh my god she pisses me off so much! I wish I wasn't fucking alive anymore.